Billie Eilish Details When She Knew She Wanted Her “Face in a Vagina”

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Billie Eilish connected Coming Out: “Wasn’t It Obvious”

Billie Eilish continues to bash what she wants erstwhile she's wanting to. 

And recently, for the "Bad Guy" singer, that's meant getting candid astir her sexuality. After she played a snippet of her upcoming opus "Lunch"—which was afloat of sexually explicit lyrics—during her Coachella DJ set, Billie opened up astir the inspiration down the track.

"I wrote immoderate of it earlier adjacent doing thing with a girl, and past wrote the remainder after," she explained successful a Rolling Stone profile published April 24. "I've been successful emotion with girls for my full life, but I conscionable didn't understand—until, past year, I realized I wanted my look successful a vagina."

The revealed lyrics of the way hint astatine the taxable for Billie's forthcoming album, Hit Me Hard and Soft, which she says volition instrumentality to the dependable of 2019's When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go?

"So present she's coming up the stairs / So I'm pulling up a seat / And I'm putting up my hair," Billie sings successful the teased lyrics. "I could devour that miss for luncheon / And she dances connected my lingua / Tastes similar she mightiness beryllium the one."

And the Swarm actress, who expressed feeling outed during a Variety reddish carpet interrogation successful December, aboriginal elaborate her absorption to speculation implicit her sexuality. 

"I was ne'er readying connected talking astir my sexuality ever, successful a cardinal years," she added. "It's truly frustrating to maine that it came up."

However, Billie noted that she whitethorn person overreacted by putting the work connected blast successful a Dec. 3 Instagram caption, wherever she wrote, "thanks assortment for my grant and for besides outing maine connected a reddish carpet astatine 11 americium alternatively of talking astir thing other that matters."

As she aboriginal enactment it to Rolling Stone, "Who f--king cares?"

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Still, the two-time Oscar winner besides intimated that she felt enactment connected the spot erstwhile the reddish carpet analogous asked if she "meant" to travel retired during a November Variety roundtable discussion—prompting the "What Was I Made For?" vocalist to reply, "Wasn't it obvious?"

"I went into Billie Eilish interrogation mode," the 22-year-old recalled thinking, "‘Oh, I don't care. Yeah, I'll accidental whatever. Wasn't it obvious?' And past afterwards I was like, ‘Wait. It wasn't evident to me.'"

And portion Billie doesn't privation her sexual preferences to beryllium a taxable of treatment anymore, she doesn't caput getting existent connected however enactment empowers her. 

Read connected for each her NSFW quotes.

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She Loves Discussing Sex

"I fundamentally speech astir enactment immoderate clip I perchance can," she told Rolling Stone successful an nonfiction published April 2024. "That’s virtually my favourite topic."

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Sex Helps Her Decompress

Because her sexuality is specified a blistery taxable arsenic a popular artist, Billie has embraced her ain enactment beingness arsenic a mode of relaxation. 

"I deliberation it’s specified a frowned-upon happening to speech about, and I deliberation that should change," she added. "You asked maine what I bash to decompress? That s--t tin really, truly prevention you sometimes, conscionable saying. Can’t urge it more, to beryllium real."

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Masturbation Makes Her More Confident

"TMI, but self-pleasure is an enormous, tremendous portion of my life, and a huge, immense assistance for me," she told Rolling Stone. "People should beryllium jerking it, man. I can’t accent it enough, arsenic idiosyncratic with utmost assemblage issues and dysmorphia that I’ve had my full life."

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She Likes to Mastrubate successful Front of a Mirror

On the taxable of Billie practicing immoderate literal aforesaid emotion to assistance her assemblage image, she adjacent divulged she'll acquisition self-stimulation successful beforehand of a mirror. 

"Partly due to the fact that it’s hot, but it besides makes maine person specified a raw, heavy transportation to myself and my body, and person a emotion for my assemblage that I person not truly ever had," she told the euphony publication. "I've got to say, looking astatine yourself successful the reflector and reasoning ‘I look truly bully close now’ is truthful helpful."

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She'll Set the Mood

Half the conflict is foreplay, and Billie has got it covered, adjacent erstwhile she's connected her own.

"You tin manufacture the concern you’re successful to marque definite you look good," she added. "You tin marque the airy ace dim, you tin beryllium successful a circumstantial outfit oregon successful a circumstantial presumption that’s much flattering."

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She Considers Herself a Pro successful Self-Gratification

"I should person a Ph.D. successful masturbation," she added. "I person learned that looking astatine myself and watching myself consciousness pleasance has been an utmost assistance successful loving myself and accepting myself, and feeling empowered and comfortable.” 

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