Billie Lourd Details Grief Journey on Mom Carrie Fisher's Birthday

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Billie Lourd EXCITED to Become a Mom of 2 Kids

Billie Lourd is reflecting connected the unit of her precocious ma Carrie Fisher.

In a heartfelt Instagram post, the American Horror Story actress paid tribute to the icon, who died successful 2016 astatine property 60.

"My Momby would person been 66 today," Billie wrote. "I woke up this greeting feeling similar I should constitute immoderate agelong omniscient grief proposal caption similar I cognize what the f--k I'm talking about. But past I realized adjacent aft 6 years I inactive person nary look oregon representation connected what to bash connected days similar these. You tin ne'er beryllium an adept successful grief. It is everlastingly changing—the eventual signifier shifter."

And she's learned to expect the unexpected connected this journey. "And you ne'er consciousness similar you cognize precisely what to bash oregon feel. And that's okay," the 30-year-old added. "Whatever you consciousness is okay. Sending my emotion to each the griefers (yet different billie lourd petition to marque this a existent word) retired there. You are not alone."

She's not unsocial successful missing her mom. While Lily Collins commented, "Sending thing but emotion and airy your mode you saccharine effervescent human," Katie Couric, wrote, "Sending you truthful overmuch love."

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These days, Billie is surely feeling that other emotion arsenic she and hubby Austin Rydell are expecting their 2nd kid together.

"I'm truthful excited and truthful freaked out," the ma to lad Kingston Fisher Lourd Rydell, 23 months, exclusively told E! News Oct. 17, noting she can't hold to "see my lad conscionable his sibling. I'm conscionable truthful excited for that moment."

She added, "He says, ‘Baby out, babe out!' And I'm like, ‘Not yet. It's excessively soon. It's inactive cooking, springiness it time.'"

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