Billie Lourd Sends Birthday Love to Late Mom Carrie Fisher

Carrie Fisher's force lives connected in Bille Lourd.

On the sixth day of her mom's decease Dec. 27, Billie reflected connected what it's similar to navigate beingness without her.

"It has been 6 years since my Momby died (feels similar 2 but besides similar 705 astatine the aforesaid time?)," the ma of Kingston, 2, and Jackson, 2 weeks, wrote connected Instagram alongside a photograph from her childhood. "And dissimilar astir different years since she's died, this year, these past 2 weeks person been immoderate of the astir joyful of my life. Giving commencement to my girl and watching my lad conscionable her person been 2 of the astir magical moments I person ever experienced."

While Billie relishes successful being a mom, she admitted that "sometimes the magical moments tin besides beryllium the hardest," without her ain around.

"With the magic of beingness tends to travel the world of grief," she wrote. "My ma is not present to conscionable either of them and isn't present to acquisition immoderate of the magic.  That's the happening astir grief. I privation my Momby were here, but she isn't."

Billie, 30, also shared proposal to others that whitethorn beryllium experiencing conflicting emotions.

"For anyone retired determination experiencing the world of grief alongside the magic of life, I spot you," she said. "You are not alone. Don't disregard either. Life tin beryllium magical and griefy astatine the aforesaid time."

In the comments, Billie was showered with enactment from many of her friends, including Lily Collins who wrote, "Sending the astir emotion to you," and American Horror Story costar Leslie Grossman who commented, "Love you v much."

Since losing her mother, Billie has paid tribute to the Star Wars star every twelvemonth connected the day of her death—including visiting Norway to spot the Northern Lights in 2017. "My momby had an otherworldly obsession with the bluish lights," Billie explained connected societal media at the time, "but I ne'er got to spot them with her,"

On what would person been Carrie's 66th birthday successful October, Billie elaborate her grief journey.

"I woke up this greeting feeling similar I should constitute immoderate agelong omniscient grief proposal caption similar I cognize what the f--k I'm talking about," she wrote. "But past I realized adjacent aft 6 years I inactive person nary look oregon representation connected what to bash connected days similar these."

Billie added, "You tin ne'er beryllium an adept successful grief. It is everlastingly changing—the eventual signifier shifter."