The 41-year-old besides told Tarek that Josh "would not talk to maine for 2 oregon 3 days" astatine times during their matrimony due to the fact that Josh was "insecure" astir him.

Christina past broke down successful tears portion reflecting connected going done 3 divorces successful little than a decade.

"I consciousness similar I’m successful a tornado each the clip and I conscionable can’t get retired of it," she cried to Tarek. "Everything since similar 2016 has been truthful hard and truthful horrible. It’s truly taken a truly atrocious toll connected me. There’s truthful galore bully things but there’s truthful galore atrocious things and it’s taken a truly atrocious toll connected me."

"I consciousness similar I effort to fell it and enactment similar I’m not affected," she continued, "but past I conscionable bash much anserine things to effort to marque myself consciousness amended and past I support doing it and getting into things excessively accelerated that I cognize aren’t right."

In a confessional, the Christina connected the Coast star shared her insecurities implicit her past narration failures.

"I ne'er wanted to get divorced," she admitted. "I’m the lone idiosyncratic successful my household to ever get a divorce. So I conscionable consciousness similar it’s safer to beryllium backmost successful a relationship, but yet that was not harmless either."

As for Tarek, helium lone had 1 question successful the aftermath of Christina and Josh's split: Was she inactive consenting to vie against him and woman Heather Rae El Moussa successful their Flip Off house renovation contention without a spouse by her side?

"Yes, I’m inactive gonna bash it," she confirmed. "And I’m gonna bash it better. I person much clip now. I mislaid Josh but you cognize what? He doesn’t truly cognize what he’s doing with flipping."

See the play drama retired when The Flip Off airs Wednesdays astatine 8 p.m. connected HGTV. And work connected for a afloat breakdown of Christina and Josh’s narration and breakup.