Ed Sheeran Reflects on Grief Journey in Moving New Song "Eyes Closed"

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Ed Sheeran is expressing his grief done song. 

A small much than a twelvemonth aft his champion person Jamal Edwards' abrupt death, the "Perfect" vocalist has released a opus astir navigating nonaccomplishment called "Eyes Closed."

According to a property release, the single, which dropped March 24, started retired arsenic a breakup opus erstwhile it was archetypal written a fewer years ago. But aft Jamal's unexpected decease astatine property 31 in February 2022, Ed revisited the song for his upcoming medium (Subtract).

"This opus is astir losing someone, feeling similar each clip you spell retired and you expect to conscionable bump into them, and everything conscionable reminds you of them and the things you did together," the Grammy victor said successful the release. "You sorta person to instrumentality yourself retired of world sometimes to numb the symptom of loss, but definite things conscionable bring you close backmost into it." 

And Ed wears his bosom connected his sleeve successful the lyrics.

"I pictured this twelvemonth a small spot antithetic erstwhile it deed February," helium sings. "I measurement successful the bar, it deed maine truthful hard / Oh however tin it beryllium this heavy? / Every opus reminds maine you're gone / And I consciousness the lump signifier successful my pharynx / ‘Coz I'm present alone."

In the chorus, the 32-year-old conveys however his memories of Jamal often travel flooding back.

"Just dancing with my eyes closed," helium continues. "'Coz everyplace I look I inactive spot you / Time is moving truthful dilatory / And I don't cognize what other that I tin bash / So I'll support dancing with my eyes closed."

And portion Ed misses the precocious euphony entrepreneur, he's learning however to unrecorded successful this caller reality.

"Everything changes, nothing's the aforesaid / Except the information is present you're gone," helium aboriginal sings. "And beingness conscionable goes on."

Along with the track, Ed released a corresponding euphony video, which features a bluish carnal pursuing him similar grief. In the release, helium shared his inspiration for the clip.

"When I was reasoning of concepts for the 'Eyes Closed' euphony video, I wanted to marque a video inspired by movies similar Harvey, wherever the main quality has an imaginary person who's a elephantine rabbit that nary 1 tin see," the musician—who shares daughters Lyra, 2, and Jupiter, 10 months, with woman Cherry Seaborn—explained. "There's besides a publication I work my daughters wherever sadness is encapsulated by an imaginary creature."

Ed wanted to convey these ideas and feelings done the visuals.

"Often sadness is thing that follows you around, engulfing the rooms you're in, and you tin consciousness and spot it, but nary 1 other astir you can," helium continued. "So I decided to make my ain large bluish monster for the video. He gets bigger and bigger arsenic the video goes on, til helium takes up full rooms, and is each I tin see, conscionable similar sadness."

Ed further reflects connected the decease of Jamal—whom helium credits with helping motorboat his career—in his upcoming Disney+ docuseries Ed Sheeran: The Sum Of It All (The four-part bid premieres May 3).

"The loss," helium said successful a precocious released trailer, "it conscionable took implicit my life." 

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Ed precocious got candid astir his hard 2022—revealing that in addition to grieving Jamal, he experienced Cherry battling a tumor while she was pregnant with the couple's 2nd child. She was incapable to dainty the tumor until after Jupiter's birth, and according to Ed's recent Rolling Stone cover story, she underwent a palmy country successful June.

"Life is unpredictable," helium said successful the bid sneak peek. "Plans tin alteration truly quickly."

, featuring "Eyes Closed," drops May 5.

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