Emily Ratajkowski opened up astir the "traumatic experiences" she faced since breaking up with ex Sebastian Bear-McClard, with whom she shares 2-year-old lad Sylvester.
Emily Ratajkowski Says She's "Scared" Amid Her Divorce
Emily Ratajkowski is looking backmost connected the lows successful precocious low.
Six months aft filing for divorce from Sebastian Bear-McClard, the exemplary touched connected the "horrifying" years she's had successful a Los Angeles Times interview published connected April 6. Though the outlet noted that Ratajkowski was hesitant to spell into item astir the divided since she "doesn't privation to jeopardize gaining custody" of their 2-year-old lad Sylvester "Sly" Apollo, she did address immoderate of her concerns astir divorcement successful general.
Alluding to however she's been going done 1 of "most traumatic experiences of [her] full life," Ratajkowski shared, "I'm scared."
She continued, "I'm learning that outspoken women don't often get their children."
Ratajkowski, 31, and Bear-McClard, 42, tied the knot astatine a New York City courthouse successful 2018 aft reportedly 2 weeks of dating. The pair welcomed Sly successful March 2021, but split by July 2022.
Reflecting connected her journey, Ratajkowski marveled astatine however overmuch she's mentally matured and the dependable she's been capable to make for herself as a pistillate successful the male-dominated amusement industry.
"It feels beautiful, similar I've awoken," she told the L.A. Times."It's benignant of similar the archetype of Pygmalion, the classical communicative of the mannequin oregon statue coming alive. There's thing that's been created successful a man's cleanable image, and past it takes connected its ain life."
In fact, Ratajkowski said she discontinue acting altogether due to the fact that she was bushed of being "digestible to almighty men successful Hollywood."
"And possibly that's wherefore close present I'm not truly funny successful men's POVs," the Gone Girl alum explained. "Because they were lies. And I don't mean infidelity. This is simply a f--ked up world. Like, Hollywood is f--ked up. And it's dark."
Theo Wargo/Getty Images for NYFW: The Shows
However, arsenic she noted, "Obviously, it would beryllium bully to beryllium with idiosyncratic who's successful the industry or understands it, but I don't deliberation I can."
So, wherever does that acceptable successful to her emotion life? Though she's been linked to Pete Davidson, Eric Andre and Harry Styles since splitting with Bear-McClard, the High Low with EmRata host insisted she's "definitely inactive not reasoning astir guys."
"I'm working, I'm a azygous mom," Ratajkowski added. "I've been truthful engaged that it's casual not to deliberation about."
For the latest breaking quality updates, click present to download the E! News App