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Billie Eilish didn't clasp backmost astir what it's been similar to recieve body-shaming comments implicit the years, sharing, "I've had a unsmooth time, TBH, and I'm inactive figuring it out."
Billie Eilish Slams 'True Idiots' Criticizing Her Femininity & Style
Billie Eilish would similar you to halt commenting connected her body, convey you precise much.
The Grammy victor is sharing penetration into the toll it's taken connected her intelligence wellness aft years of being subjected to body-shaming comments and criticism over her appearance.
"It's tough, man," she told Vogue successful an interrogation published June 20. "Honestly, cipher tin accidental thing astir my assemblage that I don't person a stronger sentiment astir […] I besides deliberation that if I was younger, similar if the net talked astir maine the mode they bash present erstwhile I was similar 11, I don't deliberation I would beryllium capable to exist, to beryllium honest."
While the 21-year-old clarified that she's a batch more comfortable successful the tegument she's in, this hasn't ever been the case.
"I similar myself much than I utilized to," Billie continued, "and I'm much funny successful however I consciousness than however they feel. But past besides that mightiness beryllium a load of bulls--t due to the fact that it inactive hurts my feelings similar a sonabitch."
And arsenic the "bad guy" singer notes, it's hard to beryllium judged erstwhile she's inactive figuring retired her style.
"I spent astir of my beingness being precise masculine and boyish," she explained, "and I benignant of recently, successful the past mates of years, was benignant of like, 'You cognize what, I'm allowed to beryllium immoderate I privation to beryllium erstwhile I privation to beryllium it.'"
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Billie said she's experimenting much with her manner to play up different aspects of her personality. As she enactment it, "I'm besides feminine, and I'm besides sexy, and I'm besides cute, and I'm besides conscionable like, nary of the above, and I'm conscionable me."
So, however precisely does she artifact retired each of the negativity surrounding her appearance? While it's sometimes hard to shingle disconnected the antagonistic comments, she sets speech self-care time.
"I similar to instrumentality baths," the instrumentalist shared. "Honestly, I play a batch of games connected my phone, and it makes maine consciousness truly good. But it's truly hard, you know? I've had a unsmooth time, TBH, and I'm inactive figuring it out. But it's decidedly a weird life; I'll accidental that."
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