Lamar Odom Wishes He "PROTECTED" Khloe Kardashian

Lamar Odom is getting brutally honorable astir his matrimony to Khloe Kardashian. 

In the trailer for TMZ PRESENTS: Lamar Odom: Sex, Drugs & Kardashians, premiering Jan. 2 connected Fox, the erstwhile NBA prima gets candid astir his cause usage during his clip with Khloe.

"Drugs was my girlfriend," Lamar tells host Harvey Levin. "I had a wife…and cocaine."

When Harvey asks Lamar if Khloe knew helium was utilizing drugs passim their tumultuous relationship, helium answers bluntly, "For portion of our marriage. I had to archer her. We can't fell that forever."

Lamar is asked astir Khloe's enactment during his darkest times, adjacent aft they split, which helium acknowledges.

"Yeah, she did," Lamar says earlier putting his caput successful his hands. "I mean, down the scenes I enactment her done immoderate s--t. The things that y'all deliberation y'all cognize is crazy. But the stories that y'all don't cognize is truly crazy."