Nick Cannon Details Insecurities in Relationship With Mariah Carey

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Why Nick Cannon Says Ex Mariah Carey Will Always Be His Baby

Nick Cannon had a antithetic imaginativeness of emotion than Mariah Carey.

The Wild ‘n Out big precocious looked backmost connected his eight-year matrimony with the “We Belong Together” vocalist and reflected connected the “internalized insecurities” helium faced. Namely questioning who helium was extracurricular of the relationship.

“I got joined successful my 20s to the biggest prima successful the world,” Nick said connected the Oct. 24 occurrence of the Ray Daniels Presents podcast. “I would laic up astatine nighttime thinking, ‘Is this who I am? Am I Mariah’s man? Is that what my life’s expected to be?’”  

The 44-year-old continued, “There’s thing incorrect with it. And I got truly comfy successful it. She got islands, I’m waking up astatine noon and I’m being served steaks connected a platter.”

Nick, who wed Mariah successful 2008, admitted that helium mislaid his “hustler” tone and things truly were enactment into position with the mates welcomed their present 13-year-old twins Monroe Cannon and Moroccan Cannon.

“Then erstwhile you person children and the hierarchy of antheral s--t  is similar ‘Wait, I’m carrying the purse, the diaper container and I’m lasting connected the country waiting,’” helium explained. “She’s rocking being each the alpha that she is.”

Nick further expressed however helium believed that Mariah lived successful her ain satellite and deserved idiosyncratic who would beryllium the support, but helium besides saw himself arsenic a main character.

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“She deserved it,” helium said astir the benignant of spouse an autarkic pistillate similar Mariah should have. “And the emotion kept maine determination due to the fact that I was like, ‘You request somebody. You request a enactment system. You request idiosyncratic that don’t privation you for your money. You request idiosyncratic that’s sincere. You request idiosyncratic that’s acceptable to physique a family, rise immoderate astonishing kids together. And that was my goal. But past determination was thing perpetually successful maine like...”

And ultimately, the insecurities bled into his nonrecreational beingness arsenic Nick began to question whether his relation arsenic a president astatine Nickelodeon and astatine Island Def Jam were due to the fact that of his wife’s connections.

“I was wearing suits mundane origin I’m trying to beryllium that I’m a man,” the All That alum quipped. “The interior teen successful me, I’m trying to beryllium that I’m a antheral due to the fact that I’m lasting adjacent to a woman.”

In the end, Nick—who has been nationalist with his decades-long conflict with Lupus—says that his wellness conflict enactment things into position erstwhile helium realized, “I person truthful overmuch to do.”

As a result, helium joked, “That’s astir apt wherefore I person 12 kids now.”

Since his 2016 divided from Mariah, The Masked Singer big has welcomed children Golden, 7, Rise, 2 and Powerful, 3, whom helium shares with Brittaney Bell. Twins Zion Mixolydian, Zillion Heir, 3, and Beautiful Zeppelin, 23-months, with Abby De La Rosa. He is besides dada to Legendary, 2, with Selling Sunset’s Bre Tiesi. Daughter Onyx Cole, 2, whom helium shares with LaNisha Cole arsenic good arsenic Halo Marie, 23-months, and precocious lad Zen with Alyssa Scott.

Even though his narration with Mariah ended, Nick has antecedently suggested she’s the 1 that got away.

“We beryllium together,” Nick joked to E! News successful August erstwhile asked if helium would get backmost with his ex-wife. “Yes, absolutely. Be anserine if I wouldn’t.”  

“She don’t privation me.”

Keep speechmaking for much of Nick’s family…

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Children No. 1 and 2: Moroccan Cannon and Monroe Cannon

Mariah Carey gave commencement to her and Nick's twins connected April 30, 2011. The 2 announced their divided successful 2015 aft six years of matrimony and finalized their divorce a twelvemonth later.

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Child No. 3: Golden "Sagon" Cannon

Beauty queen Brittany Bell gave birth to her and Nick's archetypal kid together, a boy, connected Feb. 21, 2017.

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Child No. 4: Powerful Queen Cannon

Brittany and Nick welcomed their 2nd baby together, a girl, successful December 2020.

Instagram / Abby De La Rosa

Child No. 5 and 6: Zion Mixolydian Cannon and Zillion Heir Cannon

DJ Abby De La Rosa gave birth to her and Nick's duplicate boys connected June 14, 2021.

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Child No. 7: Zen Cannon

Model Alyssa Scott welcomed a baby boy with Nick connected June 23, 2021. 

However, conscionable 5 months aft the accomplishment of their son, Nick shared the devastating quality that Zen had passed distant from encephalon cancer. "Alyssa was conscionable the strongest pistillate I person ever seen," he said connected the Dec. 7 occurrence of The Nick Cannon Show. "Never had an argument, ne'er was angry. She was affectional erstwhile she needed to beryllium but was ever the champion ma and continues to beryllium the champion ma possible. So I've got to accidental convey you to my full household but specifically to Alyssa."

"You ne'er cognize what idiosyncratic is going through," helium added. "Hug your family. Kiss somebody. Tell them you emotion them."

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Child No. 8: Legendary Love Cannon

Model Bre Tiesi welcomed her archetypal kid with Nick connected June 28, 2022. The babe lad weighed 8 pounds and 10 ounces astatine birth.

"I did it. An each earthy unmedicated location birth," Bre shared successful a July 2022 Instagram post. "This was the astir humbling / bounds pushing yet awakening and wholly empowering experience. I can't convey my squad capable for delivering my lad safely."

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Child No. 9: Onyx Ice Cole Cannon

Nick and model LaNisha Cole welcomed a daughter connected Sept. 14, 2022. 

Instagram/Brittany Bell

Child No. 10: Rise Messiah Cannon

Brittany gave commencement to her third kid with Nick connected Sept. 23, 2022.

Instagram/Abby De La Rosa

Child No. 11: Beautiful Zeppelin Cannon

Abby gave commencement to a babe girl, her 3rd kid with Nick, successful November 2022.

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Child No. 12: Halo Marie Cannon

Alyssa gave birth to her and Nick's girl connected Dec. 14, 2022.

The exemplary shared an Instagram video showing the Wild 'n Out prima helping to present their baby. "Our lives are everlastingly changed," she wrote. "Zen is successful each enactment I take. I cognize his tone was with america successful the country that morning. I cognize helium is watching down connected us. He shows maine signs everyday. I volition clasp onto this representation forever."

She continued, "I volition retrieve the dependable of Nicks dependable saying 'it's a girl' and the look of everything we've been done flash crossed his face. I volition retrieve the dependable of her crying retired with her archetypal enactment and feeling her heartbeat against mine. My saccharine girl, I got my surprise!! We emotion you Halo Marie Cannon!"

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