Selena Gomez Says Her Past Mistakes Drives Her "Into Depression"

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Selena Gomez wants you to look astatine her now.

Reflecting connected her intelligence wellness travel successful her upcoming documentary Selena Gomez: My Mind & Me, the superstar shared "I deliberation my past and my mistakes is what drives maine into depression."

But the for the 30-year-old, that was an important facet to amusement her fans. "As tense arsenic I americium to enactment retired thing this personal, successful my bosom I cognize present is this time," she precocious told Vanity Fair. "I anticipation that by sharing my acquisition and difficulties, it volition assistance radical consciousness inspired to stock their ain stories. And to person anticipation that things tin and volition get better."

Not that she went into filming the documentary—directed by Alex Keshishian—with a blueprint successful mind. "It was ne'er this thought-out program reasoning we were going to seizure these precise idiosyncratic parts of my life," she explained. "It conscionable evolved from there."

Though filming began during her 2016 Revival tour—then acceptable to beryllium a modular euphony film—cameras abruptly stopped rolling erstwhile she canceled the European leg, citing mental wellness issues.

After, she underwent a kidney transplant and sought attraction for bipolar disorder—but remained successful interaction with Keshishian.

"I benignant of fell successful emotion with however authentic and susceptible and existent she was," the filmmaker told VF. "I was expecting a precise manufactured idiosyncratic and I didn't get that."

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Nor volition viewers. After all, the resulting documentary is simply a six-year labour of emotion that dives headfirst into the "Lose You to Love Me" singer's slump and anxiety.

"Just beryllium who you are," she says successful the doc. "No cares astir what you're doing. It's astir who I am, being good with wherever I am. I americium grateful to beryllium alive."

"I americium happier, and I'm successful power of my emotions and thoughts," the Barney and Friends alum says aboriginal connected successful the movie says. "More than I person ever been."

Selena Gomez: My Mind & Me debuts connected Apple TV+ November 4.

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