The world star airs her grievances astir ex-husband Kody Brown's alleged past affectional mistreatment successful E! News' exclusive sneak peek of portion 3 of the TLC series' play 18 Tell All special.
"Looking backmost connected it," she says successful the explosive preview for the Dec. 10 episode, "he fto spell of maine a agelong clip agone emotionally."
Back successful January, Meri, who was legally joined to Kody from 1990 to 2014, confirmed they had decided to "permanently terminate" their "marriage relationship.
And for the 52-year-old, seeing Kody's dynamic with Robyn Brown, whom helium legally joined successful 2014 aft she became his 4th spiritual wife, cemented her feelings astir however helium treated her.
"He's sitting present telling Robyn, 'That's the statement that you and I made, that if I ever felt similar that, past I wouldn't clasp you successful this place.' You know, similar their statement of their ineffable covenant," Meri explained. "And I'm like, 'Why did you not respect maine capable arsenic a quality being?'"
Meri continued, "I recognize that you don't consciousness similar that I'm your woman anymore, adjacent though we made covenants and thing has happened to interruption them astatine that point. Like, I recognize that's however you consciousness astir me, but person the respect for maine arsenic a quality being to archer maine to my face. And helium didn't."
Meri—who shares Leon, 28, with Kody—had antecedently spoken on Sister Wives about the breakdown of her matrimony the begetter of 18.
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"In our spiritual inheritance and erstwhile helium and I got married, we joined with the volition of forever," she said connected the Oct. 29 episode, adding that their enslaved "literally was an eternal covenant."
She recalled that astatine immoderate point, Kody—who besides split from spiritual wivesJanelle Brown and Christine Brown successful caller years—allegedly told her, "Well, I'm conscionable not interested. You tin instrumentality astir if you want."
Despite Janelle and Christine's respective breakups from Kody, the 2 stay close.
"We inactive person things that we person to bash erstwhile we're each family," Janelle told E! News' Francesca Amiker successful November. "We person to get unneurotic for the involvement of the kids and we're each friendly."
As for wherever she stands with her ex, Christine added, "I truly anticipation for bid for him, and surely to person a large narration with his kids. That'd beryllium awesome."
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