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Stephen "tWitch" Boss' Autopsy Confirms No Drugs oregon Alcohol successful System
Connie Boss Alexander is reflecting connected beingness without her lad Stephen "tWitch" Boss.
Six months aft the Ellen DeGeneres Show DJ and co-executive shaper died by suicide, his ma opened up astir her grief and her optimism that she'll beryllium reunited with her son.
"This is not wholly the end," Connie told People in an interrogation published June 28. "That is wherever my bid comes from."
She besides said, "When I deliberation astir him, I effort not to dwell connected however helium near this earth."
And Connie, 59, admitted that she's inactive grappling with Stephen's abrupt death successful December astatine property 40.
"You find yourself successful a batch of introspection, a batch of looking back," she noted. "Did I miss something? Did helium mean thing erstwhile helium said this? It was conscionable very, precise shocking. I don't cognize erstwhile oregon if I'll ever judge it. At this point, I'm successful realization, I guess. When I aftermath up successful the morning, it does deed maine that, ohio my God, helium truly is not physically here. But past successful my caput I tin perceive him say, 'Hey, Mom. I'm okay.'"
Recalling her already-close narration with Stephen, Connie explained that the enslaved lone grew erstwhile the So You Think You Can Dance—who shared kids Weslie, 15, Maddox, 7, and Zaia, 3, with woman Allison Holker—became a parent.
"As an adult, I deliberation helium truly was capable to spot and admit immoderate of the challenges I had arsenic a young parent," said Connie, who gave commencement to Stephen astatine property 18. "And we talked astir those things. I'm the classical lad mom, precise protective. If we weren't talking each day, we were texting. He was my heart."
In the months since Stephen's death, Connie has occasionally utilized societal media to wage tribute.
"I convey God for the exertion of this time," she wrote connected Instagram in January, alongside photos of him from implicit the years. "With the click of a key, we tin spot your face, that grin and perceive your dependable but what I genuinely treasure is the images and memories of you, our Stephen, successful your favourite relation of hubby and father. The essence of your airy and emotion resides successful your household and we volition bash each we tin to epitomize your tone each azygous day."
On Father's Day earlier this month, Connie honored her lad again, sharing images of him with his children.
"Dwelling connected saccharine memories, knowing however antithetic and hard contiguous is for your babies..." she wrote. "I commune they felt your beingness contiguous and God wrapped them successful peace. Happy Heavenly Father's Day son...as a household we volition ever strive to guarantee Wes, Maddox and Zaia cognize they are your top joy, blessings and legacy. So galore precious moments with your loves."
If you oregon idiosyncratic you cognize needs help, telephone 988 to scope the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline. You tin besides telephone the network, antecedently known arsenic the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, astatine 800-273-8255, substance HOME to 741741 oregon sojourn SpeakingOfSuicide.com/resources for further resources.
