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Holly Madison Details Toxic Relationship With Hugh Hefner
Holly Madison has nary regrets.
The erstwhile Playboy bunny called her narration with Playboy founder Hugh Hefner quits respective years earlier his death successful 2017. And arsenic acold arsenic past words go, the prima exclusively revealed connected the Jan. 19 occurrence of E! News that she didn't person immoderate to stock with her precocious ex.
"It was unusual due to the fact that aft I near the relationship, I was truthful ammunition shocked due to the fact that I realized that this imaginativeness I'd had of him the full clip arsenic this astonishing idiosyncratic was conscionable benignant of thing I had wished for and benignant of made up successful my ain head," Holly explained. "And I realized the idiosyncratic I was looking astatine was truly a stranger. So, I ne'er truly had immoderate tendency to accidental thing to him."
Though she had nary involvement successful talking with Hugh pursuing their 2008 breakup, the 43-year-old has opened up implicit the years astir their unconventional narration and her clip successful the Playboy Mansion. And similar astir things successful life, determination were pros and cons to both.
"I knew determination was problems successful the narration the full time, and, obviously, ace immense reddish flags," Holly stated. "But determination was besides the different broadside of the narration wherever we were truly adjacent and helium would archer maine each these affirmative things, truthful I ever hoped that things would change."
But according to Holly, her narration with Hugh did commencement to alteration erstwhile she realized "he had benignant of been causing each this play betwixt maine and the different girls," arsenic she added, "I couldn't enactment up with it anymore."
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Just arsenic she's told her ain story, she's helping to archer the not-so-pleasant stories of women similar her connected the caller ID docuseries The Playboy Murders. The amusement follows respective existent transgression cases that intertwine with the satellite of Playboy.
"There were truthful galore cases I'd ne'er heard of, and I was truthful intrigued and wanted to larn more," the Girls Next Door alum told E! News. "So, due to the fact that this was astir six antithetic stories that were truthful antithetic from my own—but I could subordinate to these women conscionable due to the fact that of our backgrounds—I truly wanted to beryllium a portion of it."
Hear much from Holly successful the afloat interrogation above.
The Playboy Murders premieres Monday, Jan. 23, astatine 10 p.m. connected ID.
E! News airs Mondays done Thursdays astatine 11:30 p.m. connected E!.
Watch E! News weeknights Monday done Thursday astatine 11 p.m., lone connected E!.
