Willow Smith Recalls Feeling "Sadness That I Didn't Know Existed" After Early Success

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Willow Smith is reflecting connected her archetypal brushwood with fame.

The vocalist was conscionable 10 years aged erstwhile her debut azygous "Whip My Hair" became a mega deed successful 2010. However, the pursuing year—after releasing 2 much songs—she took a interruption from her budding euphony career. Now, she's sharing wherefore she needed that hiatus.

"I saw the acheronian way I could person gone down. I deliberation I benignant of caught myself earlier my coping mechanisms started excessively early," she revealed on the Oct. 7 occurrence of Sirius XM's Bevelations. "I knew I needed to beryllium a kid."

When big Bevy Smith asked Willow however she had the spot to archer her dad, Will Smith, that she wanted to instrumentality a interruption astatine 11-years-old, the vocalist explained her mindset astatine the time. "I had touched a sadness that I didn't cognize existed. And that was terrifying. Because I was like, 'I've ne'er felt this before. I don't know, this is evidently not healthy,'" she said."'I request to halt this earlier it becomes a darker, a darker place.'"

The 21-year-old added, "And realistically successful my young mind, I truly didn't know. I conscionable knew it felt wrong. I conscionable knew it. I conscionable knew everything felt wrong."

Willow—who returned to euphony a fewer years later, releasing her debut medium Ardipithecus successful 2015—further noted that radical inquire her astir this clip successful her beingness each the time, saying, "I truly conscionable deliberation my higher aforesaid was like, 'No. This is going to spell atrocious for you.' And I conscionable had to listen."

The "Emo Girl" singer, who hosts the Facebook bid Red Table Talk with her parent Jada Pinkett Smith and grandmother Adrienne Banfield-Norris, explained how the Facebook Watch bid has been an important portion of her increasing up.

"Being capable to beryllium with my parent and my grandma and sermon really, truly daunting topics—it's beautiful. And it's amazing." she explained. "'And determination are moments where, you know, we bash butt heads. And I'm like, 'That's okay. We tin hold to disagree.'" She continued, "I deliberation that that benignant of escaped flowing allowance of sentiment is simply a truly large learning curve for each of us."

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She besides touched connected however the conversations with her mother and grandma person influenced her position connected life. "That's what makes beingness beautiful, is that everyone's different," she added. "We each person antithetic ways of being and reasoning and, sometimes that's hard, but that's the travel of life."

Willow's latest album, Coping Mechanism, was released connected Oct. 7. 

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